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重返奥斯威辛--大屠杀幸存者的记忆
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  As the world gathers to mark the liberation of the Nazi death camp, a survivor walks where his parents perished and tells his story to Neil Tweedie

  A momentary encounter saved David Herman from the gas chamber. It was April 1944 and the goods wagon in which he had existed for six days was finally at rest.

  Neither he nor the 3,000 other Jews with him had much idea about their destination. The night was bitterly cold and silent, except for the barking of unseen dogs. Then the door slid back.

  "Out!" shouted the SS men. "Out, fast!"

  Nobody moved.

  Like a flock of sheep terrified by a predator, the old and young, the strong and weak remained huddled together; as if stillness might yet save them. The Germans ordered in men in prison uniform armed with clubs.

  One shouted: "You are now at Auschwitz-Birkenau."

  The prisoners lashed out all about them and, finally, the human cargo began to move. Some fell and were crushed by the weight of the panicking mass behind. The thugs were Sonderkommando, inmates who enforced the will of the Germans in exchange for privileges.

  David Herman was 16 and he was about to see the last of his mother. As she was pushed away from him she said: "I have lived my life but you are young. Take care of yourself."

  Unlike the naive, she knew what was coming. In a moment she was gone, lost in the throng.

  A Sonderkommando hissed: "How old are you?"

  "Sixteen."

  "Say you are 18 and that you have a trade."

  It was good advice. David was judged sufficiently old and useful enough to live. Then he was alone again. His mother, father, two brothers and sister had been on the train but were now gone, eaten up by the darkness.

  Today, he is 77, a father and grandfather, and back at Auschwitz. Grabbing the barbed wire that once imprisoned him, he said: "It is a great achievement to hold this. Once it was electrified. People threw themselves at it when they could bear no more."

  Mr Herman is one of the survivors attending a ceremony today marking the 60th anniversary of the camp's liberation by Soviet forces.

  The great and the good will be there, including the presidents of Russia, France and Israel, and the chancellor of Germany. But the world's attention will focus on the survivors, those who escaped the most monstrous killing machine devised by mankind.

  The snow was a foot deep at Auschwitz-Birkenau yesterday as Mr Herman and two friends, both inmates of the camps, revisited their past.

  An unrelenting easterly wind penetrated even the thickest clothing as they laboured through the drifts.

  "It is as unreal today as it was to me then," said Mr Herman.

  "How could one believe such things were happening? To me it was like a dream. In only a week I had gone from living with my family to living in Auschwitz." The original Auschwitz – Auschwitz I – was a relatively small-scale affair, a proving ground for methods employed on an industrial scale at nearby Birkenau – or Auschwitz II.

  Birkenau was the real killing factory. Some 1.1 million human beings met their end in this dark corner of southern Poland. The vast majority were Jews, but many others died, condemned by their lack of Aryan perfection – gipsies, homosexuals, Russian PoWs and other "sub-humans".

  Mr Herman's mother, Rachel, was one of them. As far as he knows, she was sent straight to the gas chamber following her arrival. The old and the young rarely survived initial selection. Any form of weakness spelt death.

  The SS was only interested in fit adult males and females who might be worked to death in the service of the Reich.

  Mr Herman has two abiding memories: of his mother's face when he last saw her, and of the great burial pit of the dead when the scale of the slaughter at Birkenau temporarily overwhelmed the capacity of its four crematoria.

  "There were three beds to each bunk and five people to each bed in the blocks and I chose the top one when I arrived," he explains.

  "I could look out through a gap in the wood and there was the pit. They had Russian prisoners of war dumping bodies in it, wheeling the corpses in carts. It was a scene from a dream, the worst dream."

  The Herman family's journey to Auschwitz began in 1939 when Hungary, an ally of Nazi Germany, was allowed by Hitler to annex a portion of eastern Czechoslovakia which now lies in Ukraine. It contained their family home in the town of Mukacevo.

  The Hermans were wealthy, owning a brick factory established near the town in the 19th century. Mr Herman's father, Hugo, was a farmer.

  Life for the young David was good. He was nicknamed Babu because, following his birth, his older brother ran down the street proclaiming: "Babu! I have a new babu!"

  He remembers no anti-Semitism under Czech rule, and his family prospered. But the skies darkened with the arrival of the Hungarians.

  "They brought in teachers who incited the children to attack the Jewish children. My father protested to the headmaster but he ignored him." In 1943, the 20,000 Jews in the area were herded into a ghetto. The Hermans, who lived in a spacious apartment within its limits, played host to 24 other people.

  "There were 15 kids in the house. We had the time of our lives living in the loft.

  "The mothers found it very hard having to share a kitchen but we thought it was great fun. They whispered about dark things but we were too busy to be scared."

  There would be time enough to be scared. By March 1944, Hungary was under direct German control.

  Faced with the advance of Soviet armies in the east and the threat of an Anglo-American invasion in the west, the Germans devoted their resources to wiping out the Jews of Hungary.

  The project resulted in Auschwitz's busiest period.

  Within three months, 437,000 Hungarian Jews were transported to the camp – three quarters gassed on arrival.

  The inhabitants of the Mukacevo ghetto were among them.

  The call to get ready was sudden. SS men flooded the ghetto ordering all families to be ready in half an hour. They were to deposit all valuables and take only one bag each and some cooking utensils. They were going east, the Germans said, to new lands for farming. Then the train came, 30 wagons between two engines. His father was anxious to be on the first train to stake his claim to a decent plot of land.

  He was reassured by an SS officer visiting the factory that day. He was later identified as Adolf Eichmann, the principal technician of the implementation of the Final Solution.

  "My mother made sure she had a full range of dishes so that we could eat kosher," said Mr Herman. Such dishes lie in vast piles in the museum at Auschwitz now, a reminder of that cruel fiction.

  The six days packed into the train wagons were terrible. Everyone had to stand. The suffering for most ended swiftly and terribly in the gas chambers. The Germans used Zyklon B, a cyanide-based fumigant which cuts off the oxygen supply in the blood, suffocating the victim.

  David Herman did not spend too long in Auschwitz but he remained there long enough to see his father.

  "It was the second or third day and I was doing the soup run for my hut and there behind the fence in another compound was this man looking at me. He was strange but somehow familiar, and then I realised that he was my father. He was, like me, shaven all over. I had never seen him without a beard.

  "He looked so sad, and then he raised his hand and gave a little wave. Then a guard pushed him on. I never saw him again."

  After a few weeks, David was ordered to Buchenwald concentration camp in Germany to join the Nazi slave labour system.

  He spent the rest of the war trying to stay alive while suffering injury, serious illness and Allied bombing. But he survived, discovering in 1945 that, against all odds, all of his siblings were also alive.

  Vrumi, the youngest of the four, had jumped from the train and, due to his age, should have been gassed. But an SS officer adopted him as his servant. Mr Herman was, in time, reunited with his sister Manci, who had been taken to Sweden, and the oldest of the children, Szruli.

  With Vrumi, Mr Herman was eventually taken to Britain. In 1947, Manci visited the two, their first meeting since that night at Auschwitz. It was from Vrumi that Mr Herman learned of his father's death. A few months after his arrival in Auschwitz he had a hernia and, being judged unfit for work, was gassed.

  Somehow, despite the horrors of his early years, David Herman built a life. He became a designer of fur coats and a successful businessman.

  Auschwitz may have been liberated but not his mind. "I remember it every night," he says. "It is always there."

重返奥斯威辛--大屠杀幸存者的记忆

  1945年1月27日,前苏联解放了奥斯威辛集中营。60年后的今天——2005年1月27日,77岁的大卫-赫尔曼作为大屠杀的幸存者之一重返此地,参加解放奥斯威辛60周年的纪念活动。在集中营旧址,赫尔曼回忆了当年他和家人在奥斯威辛的日子。

  赫尔曼家原在捷克斯洛伐克东部地区一个名叫穆卡斯沃的小镇上。1939年,匈牙利在德国的支持下占领了捷克东部。赫尔曼一家和其他的犹太人开始被赶到奥斯威辛。

  赫尔曼的童年是幸福快乐的。作为犹太人的赫尔曼家族是小镇上的望族。19世纪,赫尔曼家族开始在小镇附近经营一家砖瓦厂。1943年,这个地区大约2万名犹太人被集中赶到了专门的犹太人聚集区。赫尔曼一家与另外24名犹太人居住在一起。赫尔曼说:“家里突然有了15个孩子。大人们总在担心要降临的厄运,但我们却觉得很开心,丝毫不知大难将临到头上。” 但厄运确实降临了。

  1944年,纳粹德国直接掌控了匈牙利。当在苏联军队和英美联军东西两线的夹攻下,德国人使出了他们最后的解数想把匈牙利的犹太人赶尽杀绝。在短短的3个月内,43.7万匈牙利犹太人被赶到集中营,四分之三的人一到那里就立刻被毒死。

  穆卡斯沃小镇犹太人区里的居民就是这些人中的一部分。纳粹党徒冲进犹太人区,命令所有的人家在半个小时内准备出发。他们不准带任何贵重的东西,每人只允许拿一个袋子和一些厨具。德国人押着他们向西前进,告诉他们要去一座新的农场开始新生活。火车来了,赫尔曼的父亲焦急地上了第一趟火车,因为他想能早些到新农场去分得一块好地。赫尔曼回忆道:“我母亲想带走她所有的厨具,觉得到了新家后,我们可以继续享受她做的美味。”如今,这些当年犹太人随身携带的厨具有的被存放在奥斯威辛博物馆里,见证着当年那充满血腥的弥天大谎。

  6天的火车行程令人非常痛苦,车厢里塞满了人,大家都只能站着。然而,这些犹太人没有料到,火车驶向的并不是充满希望的农场,而是杀人工厂。

  1944年4月的一个晚上,行驶了6天6夜的火车终于停了下来。大卫-赫尔曼和火车里其他的3000名犹太人都不知道等待自己的是什么。除了远处的狗吠声,那天夜晚显得异常的寒冷和寂静。突然,车门开了。

  车下的纳粹党卫军士兵吼道:“出来!赶快出来!”但没有人敢动。

  困在车中的犹太人就像战战兢兢的羔羊受到了狼的恐吓,老的、少的、强壮的、体弱的都拼命地挤在一起,越挤越紧,没有人敢下车。他们似乎觉得沉默可以挽救他们的生命。纳粹党卫军士兵又吼道:“下来!现在,你们到了奥斯威辛比尔克瑙集中营!”

  这些犹太人被赶了下来,纳粹党卫军士兵用手中的棍棒和鞭子抽打他们,他们惊慌失措地往前跑着。有人摔倒了,但还没有爬起来就被慌乱的人群活活踩死。

  鞭打犹太人的是集中营里的特遣队员。他们都是战俘,通过帮助纳粹处理集中营里的尸体来换取些许自由。

  赫尔曼当时只有16岁,在人群中他找不到自己的家人。突然间他看到了母亲的脸。母亲冲着他喊道:“我已经活够了,但你还年轻,你自己要小心。”很快,母亲消失在了人群中。天真的赫尔曼不知道要发生什么事情,也想不到这是他见母亲的最后一面。

  一个特遣队员问赫尔曼:“你几岁?”

  “16”,他答道。

  这人又说:“记住,说自己18了,这样你或许还有逃生的机会”。

  就这样,谎称自己18岁的赫尔曼在那个夜晚捡回了自己的命,因为年轻力壮的他在纳粹的眼里还是个可以被使唤的奴隶,没有必要和那些老弱病残一起死在毒气房里。

  从此以后,赫尔曼开始了在奥斯威辛的生活。而白天还和他一块儿在火车上的母亲、父亲和兄妹们都在阴森的夜色中不知去向。

  摸着集中营里的铁丝网,赫尔曼无限感慨地说:“以前,这些铁丝网都是通电的。当有人无法忍受折磨时,就到这儿来自尽。今天想来,过去的一切似乎都是那样的不真实。人们难以相信这里曾经发生过的一切。对我来说,它就如同一场噩梦。在不到一周的时间里,我离开了家人,一个人住进了奥斯威辛集中营。”

  赫尔曼提到的是奥斯威辛集中营I,在距此仅3公里的地方便是有着“杀人工厂”之称的集中营II,即比尔克瑙营。 1944年8月,营中关押的犹太人达到了10万人。这里的条件比奥斯威辛集中营I要艰难得多,这里生活缺水、环境肮脏、老鼠成群。在大型毒气室和焚尸炉修建好后,这里成为了纳粹最大的杀人工厂。

  赫尔曼的母亲雷切尔就是在比尔克瑙营被杀害的。据赫尔曼所知,那夜分别后,母亲和那些年老弱病残者统统被关进了毒气室。纳粹只留下那些健康的年轻人,因为他们可以继续成为为纳粹卖命的奴隶。

  赫尔曼说,他的脑中永远有两个记忆印在那里,一个是他最后一次看见的他母亲的脸;另一个是营中那些巨大的埋尸坑。

  营中牢房的床是上下3层铺的,每个床上要挤5个人。赫尔曼当时睡在最上铺。他说:“透过窗外的小树林,我看得见那些掩埋尸体的土坑。那些俄罗斯战俘用手推车把尸体不断地运来,然后倾倒在坑里。比尔克瑙营中的4个焚尸炉每天都不断地冒着烟。现在想起这些就是一场噩梦。”

  赫尔曼继续回忆说:“那是在集中营的第2天或是第3天,我正在为我的同伴做汤。在隔着铁丝网的另一间房屋外,我看见一个人正盯着我。他看起来很陌生,但却又有些眼熟。突然,我意识到那是我的父亲。他像我一样被剃光了脸上的胡须,我从来没见过父亲没有胡子的样子。他看起来是那么的悲伤,他向我微微地挥了挥手。然后,一个士兵把他带走了。那是我们最后一次见面。”

  几周后,赫尔曼被带到德国布痕瓦尔德集中营,在那里他成了营中的一名劳工。在以后的日子里,赫尔曼在那里度过了战争的最后时期。为了保全性命,他忍受着纳粹分子的各种欺凌,坚强地活了下来,直到1945年被营救出来。

  赫尔曼最小的弟弟维鲁密由于年纪太小,本来会被送进毒气室,但幸运地被一个纳粹党卫军收留下来作了劳工。兄弟俩在奥斯威辛营团聚了。战后,赫尔曼又和妹妹曼希以及姐姐斯鲁丽重逢。

  从维鲁密那里,赫尔曼得知他们的父亲去世了。在到达奥斯威辛几个月之后,父亲因患病被杀害了。

  60年后,阴森恐怖的奥斯威辛已成为过去。赫尔曼已是一位成功的皮衣设计师和商人。奥斯威辛解放了,但赫尔曼的记忆却永远得不到解放,他说:“每个晚上我都会想起它,过去的一切在我脑中挥之不去。”

  报道说,1月27日,世界40多个国家的元首和代表聚集在波兰南部的奥斯威辛集中营旧址,纪念大屠杀中110万名受害者,纪念奥斯威辛解放60周年。(文/蒋黎黎)




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