口述实录:青少年为什么要选择吸毒 |
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“I thought drugs were an escape.” “When I was 15, a guy I knew raped me. I turned to my friends for support, but they accused me of lying! I was devastated2. I needed to relieve my pain, and I thought drugs were the answer. I found that smoking weed3 made me feel secure and loved, but when the high4 wore off5, I felt even more empty, lost and alone. I thought the solution was to do more drugs, so I started using harder drugs like cocaine and Ecstasy6. One night, I was smoking pot7 at my boyfriend's house. We had a fight and I stormed out and drove off. That's the last thing I remember. When I regained consciousness8, there were paramedics9 over me and lights flashing. I'd smashed into a telephone pole. I suffered shock and a concussion10, but my doctors said I was lucky to be alive—the crash could've killed me. The crash cost me nearly $10000! But I got a second chance at life. I quit drugs, and I look forward to my future—because now I have a future.” ——Stephanie 18 FACT: “Life's tough enough without a drug addiction,” says Howard Simon, spokesman for Partnership for a Drug-Free America. “Drugs just add more problems to the pile.” “I didn't think drugs were a big deal.” “My mom started abusing drugs when I was in fourth grade, so when a friend offered me weed in seventh grade, it didn't seem wrong to try it. Pot made me feel distant from my misery at home, and I started smoking and drinking on a daily basis. Then my mother left. It broke my heart—I felt like she chose drugs over me. But that didn't make me stop using them. I relied on weed to handle my pain and anger. I moved in with my dad, but he drank a lot and we argued. I'd avoid going home, staying out with friends instead, drinking and getting high. Before, I only smoked for fun, but now I depended on it to help me through each day. When I turned 18, I hopped a bus to California to try to start my life over. But I felt isolated there. I was smoking weed every day. Getting high was all I had, and it scared me. I realized I was just running from my problems. I called my dad and told him I wanted to come home. I can happily say I've been off drugs for nearly a year now. My dad has also been sober for several months, and it's a lot easier for us to get along now that drugs aren't in the way. I've made new friends, too—my best friend is a girl from high school who didn't do drugs or drink. I still don't see my mom much, and I don't know if we'll ever be close again. All I know is that I don't want to waste my life getting high like she did. I'll never go back to the person I was—I would rather be the girl I always dreamed I could be!” ——Megan 18 FACT: “Nobody knows how drug use is going to affect them,” Simon says. “You're playing Russian roulette11. Once you start, you can't be sure you'll walk away.” “I did drugs so I would fit in.” “I started hanging with a crowd that was into drugs. I wasn't into that stuff, but I didn't have anyone else to hang out with, so I started smoking pot to fit in. My parents found out, and my mom started crying. I realized I wasn't just hurting myself, I was hurting the people who loved me.” ——Lisa 15 “I thought some drugs were harmless.” “I started smoking weed when I was in 6th grade. It seemed like a harmless drug. I was wrong—I've been smoking weed for three years now, and I've ditched all my old friends and probably blown a thousand dollars on pot. The short buzz12 just isn't worth it.” ——Justine14 FACT: “Sure, marijuana13 is safer—like jumping from the fifth floor is safer than jumping from the eighth floor,” Simon says. “It's still a dangerous drug.” “I wanted to rebel.” “I tried marijuana because it gave me a sense of rebellion. I didn't like being told what to do, so smoking weed made me feel defiant14. But I realized people expect teens to try drugs, and by smoking pot, I was just conforming to their expectations. It's dumb to think that doing drugs will somehow make you different or unique.” ——Azura 15 FACT: “Yes, you're making a statement—you're saying, "I'm willing to risk becoming a drug addict,” Simon says. “Really, how does that sound?” |
口述实录:青少年为什么要选择吸毒 |
“我曾以为毒品是一种解脱。” “15岁那年,我被一个熟人强暴了。我向朋友们求助,可是他们却指责我撒谎!我彻底垮了,想找点什么东西减轻痛苦,于是我想到了毒品。抽大麻使我有了安全感,有一种被爱的感觉。但是,当快感消失之后,我愈发感到空虚,迷惘和孤独。我想多吸点毒或许能解决问题,因此,我开始使用像可卡因和摇头丸之类毒性更大的毒品。 一天夜里,我在男朋友家里抽大麻。我们打了起来。我一气之下冲了出去,开着车走了。这是我记得的最后一件事。当我恢复知觉时,我抬头看到的是医护人员和闪烁的灯光。原来,我撞到了电话亭后,顿时休克,造成了脑震荡。不过,医生们说我能活下来真是幸运,那一撞本可以要了我的小命。 那次车祸花了我差不多一万美元!但我却获得了第二次生命。我戒了毒,对未来充满了期盼——因为我终于拥有了未来。" ——斯特凡妮,18岁 实话实说:“没有毒瘾的生活已经够艰难的了,”美国反毒合作协会发言人霍华德·西蒙说,“毒品只会令生活雪上加霜。” “我以为吸毒没有什么大不了的。” “还在我上四年级的时候,母亲就开始吸毒,因此在我上七年级时,一个朋友偶尔给我大麻,让我尝尝,我也不觉得有什么不对。大麻使我在感觉上远离了家庭的不幸,我还开始每天抽烟酗酒。后来,母亲离开了我。我伤心极了——我觉得她宁愿选择毒品,也不愿和我在一起。但是,这并没有使我停止吸毒。我得依赖大麻来消弭内心的痛苦和愤懑。 我搬了家和父亲住,但是他酗酒成性,我们经常争吵不休。我尽量不回家,与朋友们一起喝酒,吸食大麻,从而得到飘飘欲仙的快感。我原来吸食毒品只是闹着玩儿,久而久之,我却不得不靠它挨过每一天。 到了18岁时,我跳上了一辆开往加利福尼亚的长途汽车,想开始我的新生活。可是,在那儿,我感觉自己与世隔绝。我每天抽大麻。我惟一能做的就是把自己抽得晕晕乎乎的,这使我感到很害怕。我意识到我这么做只是在逃避问题。于是,我给父亲打了电话,告诉他我想回家。 我可以高兴地说我现在快一年没有沾过毒品了。父亲控制饮酒也有几个月了。现在,我们相处容易多了,毒品不再从中作梗。我还交了些新朋友——最要好的朋友是一个高中女生,她既不吸毒,也不饮酒。我还是与母亲见面不多,也不知道我们是否还能亲密起来。我只知道我可不想浪费生命,不想像她那样整天精神恍惚。我决不会回到从前的我——我当然愿意成为梦中的那个女孩!” ——梅根,18岁 实话实说:“谁也不知道吸毒将会如何影响人生,”西蒙说,“这就像玩俄罗斯轮盘赌。一旦开始了,你就不能肯定自己能不能走开。” “我吸毒,是为了成为其中一员。” “起初,我虽与一些吸食毒品的人来往,并没有沾上那玩意儿。但是,我又没有其他人可以厮混,于是我开始与吸毒者为伍,加入了他们的行列。我父母发现了这一情况,母亲还为此哭了。我意识到我不仅在伤害自己,而且还在伤害所有爱我的人。” ——丽莎,15岁 “我原以为有些毒品是无害的。” “上六年级的时候,我开始抽大麻。大麻看上去像是一种无害的毒品。可是,我错了——三年来我一直在吸大麻,离开了所有要好的朋友。吸大麻大概挥霍掉了上千美元。为了那稍纵即逝的快感可真不值得。” ——贾斯汀,14岁 实话实说:“没错,大麻是安全一点——就好像从五楼往下跳要比从八楼往下跳安全一点。”西蒙说,“可是,大麻仍然是一种危险毒品。” “我想要反抗。” “我开始吸大麻是因为它能给我一种叛逆感。我不喜欢听人指挥,吸大麻使我感到自己有叛逆性。但是,我意识到有人希望青少年吸食毒品,而我抽大麻也就正好满足了他们的期望。实际上,认为吸毒能够使自己与众不同简直太傻了。” ——阿祖拉,15岁 实话实说: “你是在做一个声明——你在说,‘我愿意冒险做一个瘾君子,’西蒙说,“真的,这听上去又怎么样呢?” |
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