B do you still love him?

　　N I don’t know, brian, I really don’t know.

　　B I just cant understand, I mean, he has a pretty good life『他生活很好』, a good and decent job『有一个体面的工作』, successful people around him『身边的人都是成功人士』, why『为何(会去吸毒)』?

　　N I don’t know.

　　B and also he met you and had a pretty romantic relationship with you『而且他遇到了你，跟你发生了一段恋情』, but why?

　　N he already took drugs before he met me『他在遇到我之前就已经开始吸毒了』.

　　B ok, was he --- did he get married at all? 『那他到底有没有结婚？』

　　N he got married once and divorced because he was using drugs. 『就是因为吸毒，他之前结过婚，又离了』

　　B he told you that?

　　N yes, he committed it.

　　B he just kept many things. 『他(对你)隐瞒了许多事情』

　　N yes, that’s why it was -- it was such a shock, I was going to marry him next year actually.

　　B plan changed. 『计划改变了』

　　N yes.

　　B were you angry during this period? 『你这段时间气恼么？』

　　N furious. Furious『狂怒的』.

　　B with drugs or with him or with everything? 『是对毒品，还是对他，或是对所有事情(狂怒)？』

　　N I was beyond being angry with him because I knew, at this point, he was fighting『他自己也在斗争』. He was fighting to stay sober『冷静的』.

　　B so, you weren’t angry with him.

　　N no, I wasn’t. you know, the people that sell this stuff『我恨那些卖毒品的人』.