NIKKY: ask god(问问上帝), and call out his name

　　BRIAN: sorry, I don’t basically believe in god myself(我不信神的), do u ever wake up in the middle of the night?

　　NIKKY: yes, but I will devour(吞下) in my own juice and sat in the couch in my living room, and soon I will fall asleep again(会呀，但是当我醒来的时候，我会喝一大杯果汁，然后坐在卧室的睡椅上，很快又会睡着的)

　　BRIAN: were u a believer? (你信神么？)

　　【注】相当于do u believe in god?关于神，或外国人宗教方面的事情还没有和nikky探讨过。关于这种问题，上大学的时候很多英语老师都告诉过我们，和外国人交往的时候应该注意什么，哪些应该说，哪些不应该说，比如说问女士的年龄、问工资、有关宗教、政治之类的话题，能不谈尽量不谈，仿佛外国人都是吃人的动物，你稍不注意，话题不正宗的话就会把你吞掉一样。

　　NIKKY: I don’t know if I was or I wasn’t, I really don’t know. (我不知道我到底信不信，我真的不知道)

　　BRIAN: than were u religious? (那你有宗教信仰么？)

　　NIKKY: when I was a kid, yes, but not at that point any life(当我还是个小孩子的时候，我有，但是现在没有了)

　　BRIAN: did u go to the church? There r a big chruch nearby where I live, but I’ve never been there (我住的附近有个很大的教堂，但是我从来没有去过)

　　NIKKY: sometimes, but I knew there was this thing called God that was supposed to be real and supposed to be there. (有时候去，但我知道有个叫上帝的人，总是在那里，真实存在的)

　　BRIAN: when will u do to go to the church?

　　NIKKY: the time dumped by my boyfriend(被男友抛弃的时候), I said, god, either come to me now and give me some answers, or I am out of here(我告诉上帝，要么到我面前出现给我一个答案，要么我就离开这个世界)

　　BRIAN: what do u mean? Suicide? (自杀么？)

　　NIKKY: absolutely(是的)

　　BRIAN: u were that low? (你真有这么低沉么？)

　　【注】low在这里是个非常好的形容词，形容人的情绪极其低落，相当于down

　　NIKKY: I was that low, a nadir(最低点)in my existence(是的，这是我生命中最低沉的时候)

　　BRIAN: I don’t know that, r u just venting(发泄)or sth?

　　NIKKY: I don’t know, I don’t know the answers to all of these questions or were I just venting, maybe I’m just venting

　　BRIAN: u got the answers?

　　NIKKY: I don’t know, brian

　　BRIAN: u don’t know that.

　　NIKKY: I don’t know