B　did he have any friends?

　　N　I was very proud of him because he had a lot of friends.

　　B　a lot of?

　　N　yes, they spoke so beautiful about him『他们对他评价很高』.

　　B　what do think about him?

　　N　I don’t know, brian, I am still fighting so I don’t know.

　　B　you had good things. But something’s always missing. 『你经历过美好的事情，但是有些东西，你已经失去了』

　　N　oh, yes.

　　B　I think you have a lot of courage.

　　N　I don’t know.

　　B　you seem to be handling it well.

　　N　it’s not something you handle, brian, it’s just something you have to get through『面对、挺过去』.

　　B　there is no book on this『没有书(来指导你怎么做)』.

　　N　there is no book on it. There’s no book on drugs, you just get through it.

　　B　what are your plans for the future?

　　N　I don’t know.

　　B　will you leave him?

　　N　well, I am not sure.

　　B　why do you think the rehabs『戒毒所』 didn’t work?

　　N　He wanted to be sober. He was fighting it. It’s just ongoing battle. It’s not something you say: oh, I have a quick fix『修复、恢复』.

　　B　you have it the rest of your life『(一旦吸上毒品)余生都摆脱不了』.

　　N　yes, anyone who smokes knows that.

　　B　just like my father, he smokes a lot, and quits at least for a hundred times.

　　N　that’s the problem.